I remember being called that a few times while sharing the gospel. Most of the time it was while I was open-air-preaching downtown at the Des Moines Farmers Market. I can still hear the disdain in the young man's voice and the laughter of his friends around him. There was even those moments when I actually believed what they were yelling and said to myself, "What am I doing? Is this even making any difference?" The other day I saw this quote by Martin Luther and it really struck me.
"The righteous man always resembles more a loser than a victor, for the Lord lets him be tested and assailed to his utmost limits as gold is tested in a furnace."
Martin Luther.
I think about some of the conversations I have with friends in the mission field and how they feel like losers. Many of them gave up good paying jobs. Some move thousands of miles away to live in third-world countries to minister to people who are eating dirt on the bottom of the totem pole. Or those who have jobs in ministry, serving local ministries to teach other welfare cases like themselves about Christ. Others who don't have hobbies or play sports but thrive on studying and teaching God's word and serving others who can't give back, and those who do give back, give them grief, steal from them, and stab them in the back. Or those who instead of baiting a hook and fishing for actual fish, fish for men with gospel tracts out on the street and look like fools in the eyes of the world. Talking with these men and how disheartening it must be to give all you can and then at the end of the day, month, year look back and see what looks like a "Charlie Brown Christmas Tree" with not one piece of fruit on it.
But giving up is not an option. For to them and to me the bible is full of those who by quick glance are perceived as losers, but are actually winners. Men like John the Baptist, who lived in a tent eating bugs and whose only comfort was itchy clothes of camel skin coat (Matthew 3:4), but to God there was no greater prophet than him (Luke 7:28). Or Moses, who was abandoned by his mother (Exodus 2:1-4) and stuttered (Exodus 4:10), only to answer the call of God lead His people out of the bondage of Egypt (Exodus 3:1-10) (Exodus 14:30-31). Or Paul [Saul], who had everything going for him as a Pharisee in training (Philippians 3:4-6) only to give it all up for Christ who is way better (Philippians 3:7-11). Or Jesus, who was born among dirty animals in less than a barn(Luke 2:6-7). Yet, He was God in the flesh and savior of the world.
No one wants to be called a loser. No one strives to become one. It's not the end game for any of us. It's not part of our plan. The plan though is that if you are a Christian, a child of God, God will use all things together for good to those who love Him and are called according to His purpose (Romans 8:28). He uses the weak, the dumb, and not so talented (1 Corinthians 1:26-31). God puts the last first, and the first last (Matthew 20:16).
This gives me great comfort knowing that no matter what I do, or who I am, it will not be in vain. Not only that, but why do those go to great lengths to help others? Because of their love for God, and their love for man. It's the heart of our Lord Jesus Christ.
This gives me great comfort knowing that no matter what I do, or who I am, it will not be in vain. Not only that, but why do those go to great lengths to help others? Because of their love for God, and their love for man. It's the heart of our Lord Jesus Christ.
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